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[20 Jan 2006|10:31am]
Hey bitch.

I've been trying to getahold of you all week.

So I have resorted to hacking into your journal.




so call me.

[1 lost half a year]; [imagine]

[29 Jun 2005|01:01am]
new piercings. sideways pictures, don't care enough to rotate them. but, take a look.Collapse )
[3 lost half a year]; [imagine]

more tori pictures. [05 Apr 2005|02:05am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

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alex and i before meet + greet.

shame, shame. time to leave me now.Collapse )


[03 Apr 2005|05:57pm]
word's can't even describe the Tori show.
this should say enough:
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song line up:

1:Original Sinsuality
3:"laundry" improv
4:Happy Phantom
5:Jamaica Inn
8:Playboy Mommy
9:God Bless the Child
10:Candle In the Wind
11:Marys of the Sea
12:Sister Janet
14:Pretty Good Year
16:The Beekeeper

Encore 1: The Power of Orange Knickers | Putting the Damage On

Encore 2 : Another Girl's Paradise | 1000 Oceans

i'll scan + put up the rest of the pictures tonight. :D
[14 lost half a year]; [imagine]

[03 Mar 2005|10:30am]
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as of april 1st, 2005... i will be the happiest girl alive... again! [01 Mar 2005|06:19am]
[ mood | anxious ]

i'm wishing for my best impression
of my best angie dickenson.

too far.. when pianos try to be guitars.

[2 lost half a year]; [imagine]

[23 Feb 2005|10:09pm]
i just lost a fucking huge entry. fuck read-only mode. i'm over this.
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[23 Feb 2005|08:48pm]
i officially give up.
[4 lost half a year]; [imagine]

[22 Feb 2005|01:21pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

kaylynn and i are straightening up the house, her more so than me. making fishsticks and potatoes + picking out new ringtones. we'll get to dancing + movie watching. + then eventually to doing the laundry. i don't have cigarettes, but i can survive. i'm contemplating quitting, innyhoo. but yeah, food calls. it's time for me to gain some more weight. YES! :DDD!

[3 lost half a year]; [imagine]

[21 Feb 2005|01:38pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

kaylynn, josiah + i went to the radon moon show at finnegans in flagler last night. it was lovely to see them play, + even better to see matt, i hadn't seen him in forever, so of course it was more than lovely. + we can't forget johnny. great music + great people = great times. [<3333]

[----] on the other hand, i have been extreamly lonely. i'm so sick of literally crying myself to sleep at night. i'm sick of not having someone to stay up late with, someone to have late night "i can't sleep" conversations with. i need someone to hold me, kiss me, talk to me. i want to fall in love + be loved back. i hate the way my body always aches for attention, not even sexual, just a random hug from behind... or a surprise kiss. i want something true, something real. i want a feeling so heartstopping, a crush so crazy i can barely speak with out wanting to pass out, that i can't even look at him without uncontrolably smiling from ear to ear. something where when i look at a possible future between us, i can see anything and everything that would work, could work, and i would be down for it.

i honestly just want someone, my someone for this time in my life. not nessacarily a "forever". but please, come on, at least a good period of time. i'm so sick of being ripped off in the love department. i'm just so sick and tired of being lonely. i mean i have amazing friends, but sometimes, i honestly need more than "just a friend".

emit fo doirep taerg a rof evah i dna, enoemos no eye ym evah <33

[p.s. new myspace pics.]

[4 lost half a year]; [imagine]

[19 Feb 2005|03:45pm]
i like him.
[4 lost half a year]; [imagine]

for fucking serrrrious. [19 Feb 2005|02:11pm]
[ mood | nostalgic? ]

lonely, maybe. lonely, yeah. i'm down for a long phone call, or a nice cuddle. [[perhaps a movie or two, some music or a photoshoot. star gazing, sharing a bottle.]] idk, hanging out with old friends would be very nice, too. an old show buddy, or an old best friend. idk, something comfortable that i haven't had in awhile. it'd be nice.

since none of that will happen today/tonight, i'm going home, + then taking a huge nap. + then binge eating + chain smoking what few cigarettes i have left, although, i'm losing my voice and feel like i am literally about to cough up a lung [[even though, i am not coughing]]. that's always hott.

idk, someone should give me a call. the important people know the number.



[19 Feb 2005|08:37am]
"...there's judy garland taking buddah by the hand,
+ then the seven little men got up to dance,
they say confucious does his crossward with a pen,
i'm still the angel, to a girl who hate's to sin..."
[3 lost half a year]; [imagine]

[18 Feb 2005|01:38pm]

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Your Price


[2 lost half a year]; [imagine]

[18 Feb 2005|01:19pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

i've been binge eating + chain smoking cigarettes. i'm feeling a little bit out of it. a little left in the dark. but, i like a boy + he should know who he is. i guess the little bit of hope i have, i guess it's what's keeping my head on. that and, well, the nicotene. <3 + of course, k+j. but yeah, looking at it, i guess life is pretty good right now.

i like when life is pretty good.

[3 lost half a year]; [imagine]

[18 Feb 2005|10:48am]
Everyone do this
1. Copy and post.
2. Bold anything that is true.
3. Leave plain anything that is not true.
4. Add something.

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've tried marijuana.
009. I've watched a porn movie.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.
013. I have acne free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been told I have a nice butt.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I'm really, really smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning.
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
045. I have cheated on a significant other.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I think that I'm popular.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my online journal.
058. I don't hate anyone.
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone.
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I may want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly. [[when coconut kills me, someone will need to go back and change this for me.]]
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex, depending on how they treat me.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I have at least 5 e-mails saved.
083. I have tried alcohol before.
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie.
086. I have avoided assignments to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089. I love my best friend.
090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex. freshman year. joey bisiada.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. I have a crush on somebody I have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "Lost".
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. I think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. I am suffering of a broken/lonely heart.
116. I am a nerd.
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I don't change who I am for someone else.
120. My heart resides below my feet.
121. I am a Senior in High School.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have gastritis.
124. I have nothing better to do with my time.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Most people call me by my middle name.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. Pi confuses me.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have mono.
132. I dont have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm only wearing underwear.
135. I had more than one Thanksgiving dinner this year.
136. I've driven to a different state to see a band I like.
137. Rootbeer is the best soda in the world.
138. Music is my life.
139. I love to paint.
140. I am annoyed by the notion of having to be politically correct.
141. I have the entire series of a tv show. Either on tv or on my computer.
142. My biggest fan is Bob Hope.
143. I have been to a foreign country that is not in the Americas.
144. I have at least 3 animals.
145. I am planning on waiting at Barnes and Noble the night that "Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince" comes out.
146. I have a place in my heart for all showtunes.
147. The movie The Nightmare Before Christmas makes me happy.
148. I am a Christian.
149. I've been in a long distance relationship before.
150. I am in the military.
151. Hua is a word in my vocabulary.
152. At least one of my children has a different last name than I do.
153. I am lactose intollerant.
154. I am planing to go to the Reading Festival next year.
155. I currently have a manga obsession.
156. I noticed there are two 132s in this list.
157. I listen to Bob Marley.
158. I am a thespian.
159. I own a g-string.
160. I can fight with Sai's.
161. I'd rather die young and pretty, than old and ugly.
162. I believe in astrology and horoscopes.
163. I often fall for older and unattainable people.
164. My car may be old and crappy, but I like it.
165. I find people of all races attractive.
166. My best friend is amish.
167. I've seen my favorite band in concert
One-thirty-two was here twice...so this one is...
169. Being in love is the greatest feeling
170. I have a good, healthy cry, at least once a month.
[3 lost half a year]; [imagine]

[18 Feb 2005|09:51am]
[ mood | anxious ]

all three of my older brothers are comming to visit at the end of march. i've needed them a lot lately, so this is more than a good thing. i'm really close with all of them, so it will be nice. it's comforting to know that someone has been where you are, has gone through the same addictions + problems, esp. if they were raised by the same people, in the same household as you. it's nice to have people you are comfortable enough with, and relate enough with, to be able to seek advice from + talk about your problems + life with. that's how it always is when i am with my brothers, a thereputic party. smoke a bowl, take a shot, share stories, compare stories, + then laugh your ass off. it's nice to know that people are truly there for you.

but who the hell knows, maybe this is my mom trying to pawn me off on them. again. we've talked about it before... maybe i'll agree this time. maybe i won't. maybe they'll force me. who the fuck knows. i just can't wait to see them. period.


[17 Feb 2005|10:59am]
Paranoid:Very High
Schizotypal:Very High
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Very High
Narcissistic:Very High
Avoidant:Very High
Dependent:Very High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

[2 lost half a year]; [imagine]

[17 Feb 2005|10:43am]
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Low
Level 7 (Violent)Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

[15 Feb 2005|01:18am]
happy valentines day, katie.
[7 lost half a year]; [imagine]

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